During My Twins’ Funeral, My Mother-in-Law Told That God Took Them Because of Me—Then My Four-Year-Old Asked the Pastor if She Should Tell Everyone What Grandma Put in the Bottles
The church felt impossibly small for a grief this vast. The air was thick with the smell of lilies and aged, polished wood—a weighty scent that clung to my throat and followed each breath, as though sorrow itself had substance. Light filtered through stained-glass windows, casting muted blues and warm ambers across the pews, but…